O level

Today is the first training that I am going to miss for O's... Honestly, I am already missing the bunch of people, the monkeys or whatever you call them. The bunch of people who will make you happy and even tears at times when you think of them. Anything in life, you can just turn to any of them. They are, all are, part of my family. That's the second family in my life. It's hard to even leave them. Although I will be back soon, but, suddenly just starts to miss them knowing I won't see them for 2 months. I thought it's only 1 month. Yesterday night, I then realised that it's actually 2 months... 2 months till O's end and 1 month till O's start.

I know I should not attend lion dance until O's end. You guys who were closer with me, you guys knew that I have to go out to study in the afternoon as it's really hard for me to study at home in the afternoon as it is not conductive and it's really hard for me to concentrate. Now it's the time when I should really chiong at night. Afternoon yes I do use computer and stuffs. But rest assured I will study at night. I will use Itouch when I am studying. Yeap, I admit that. But I did get back to study and I will ensure that I have studied all the things I need to study before getting to sleep or before getting to this seat to use the computer.

It's the one and only O's that I am going to take. I want to let this O's follow me through my life. Making me :) and feel proud whenever I talk about it. For now, I managed to get an A1 for Chinese. But, seriously I'm not proud of it. It doesn't mean that 1 subject A1 means you will have a great future ahead. L1R4. there's still that 4 other subjects which I need to manage well and do it very well. English, Maths and Science. That's the main areas where it's really important to strive and to obtain good results in order to get into a good poly course and a good future awaits you.

I knew that there are high expectations of me from my friends and family and of course myself. The stress are coming in. This stress is felt when I am taking N's last year. But today, the stress increased. It's even more stressful than N level. We know that N's is much easier than O's. Well, 2 grades easier as some people says. But now, I am really hoping to be able to study in the afternoon. I'll try. After prelims, Social Studies and Food & Nutrition will be studied first. Once the calender hits October, I will start on other subjects such as maths and english and science. As you know, SS and F&N is on the same day. That day is the day I am most worried about out of all the other subjects. *Cross-fngers* It's gonna be ok.

Sorry to be posting such a long post. Really hope I will be able to do well for O's. Well. All the best to all taking O's and jia you! All the way! I WILL NOT give up and WILL NOT relax until 14 November 2011! That's the spirit! Chiong ar!